It feels as if you’re gradually falling;
as you ponder every detail, every moment
all within in few minutes but repetitively.
Your head whirls & aches from the tears or constant thoughts.
You anticipate the ceasing of the sunlight,
for the darkness can bring silence;
yet knowing well that the night could also hinder the chance of relief.
How can you be so numb whilst simultaneously feeling everything so intensely?
You feel alone as everyone else appears to ease through the general acts in life.
Yet, you aren’t entirely lonely.
It just takes the right person to assist your recovery;
to relight the desire to feel alive again.
Staying even if you relapse.
You shall wait for that person to embrace you with their presence,
for they’re one of the only precious
motivations that forever lingers.
